perfect night.... just me & ryan

missing out

living in north carolina has its perks.... duke. cold weather. fall.
but has its downsides too... such as living 12 hours away from my best friend.



this weekend she is having a couple of wedding showers...
and sadly i couldn't make it.
well with school and work and all.
so she is there.
and im here.... wishing i were with her!
celebrating her upcoming wedding!!
very very verrryyy soon ill be there!
for her WEDDING WEEK CELEBRATION!!!

in other exciting news-- i ordered my dress for her wedding today!!
will be in next week-- and am so excited!
i hope its as cute in person as it is online!

can't wait.
happy wedding showers weekend sara!


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to stay on a positive note though-- i have done a lot of school work today.
am going to spend some much needed quality time with my husband tonight.
church tomorrow.
with some more homework alllll afternoon tomorrow

good 'catch up' weekend.

pefect ending.

after a stressful week of school--

i took a trip to cameron indoor.

to see my boys play a lil ball.

front row. on the ground. like i stood on the floor of cameron.

it was so fun.

surronded by great friends. and well a couple thousand cameron crazies.

and of course... we dominated.

off to bed grateful this stressful week is ova~

love & peace.

bort

funny.

if you want a good laugh go here:
http://ohsisterdearest.blogspot.com/

funniest blog ever.
and it just so happens to be two of my friends.

really though.
they are funny.

oh right...

oh. the picture.

sorry i was being too melodramatic before to even mention the picture.

see below if you dont know WHAT picture.

the picture in the post below is of me and ryan.
we are at his brother's wedding.
they did a photo-booth type thing.
we did a 'gangster/mobish' look.
it was hilarious.
i love the pic.
the wig on ry is a bit odd though.
but my boa-- pretty sweet. :)

uughhh

i needed another happy/fun picture today.
i just took another pathophys test.
another week spent studying- hours of learning- memorizing- and trying to understand.
and for what?
hopefully i passed my test.
thats for what.
its frustrating to put forth sooooo much effort and really try.
and then know that #1 other people probably cheated and got much better grades than i
and #2 i work hard and dont see good results

dont get me wrong. im learning so much. i really feel like i 'get it'. its just the tests. they are ridiculous. questions from who knows where about NOTHING ive studied or even read in the book or heard in lecture. and then the ones i do know are SOOO tricky.

why be tricky?

oh pathophysiology. 4 more weeks and then im done.
wow. 4 weeks.
im so gladdddddd.

love & peace-
from a tired, worn out, gal

happy picture

this picture just makes me happy. i mean i have such a ridiculous face... but its such a genuinely happy, excited, joyful picture. these are my amazingly beautiful, kindhearted, compassionate, and just wonderful sisters. and this is after the 3rd one (MK) 'joined' the sisterhood....

happiness to ya!

im soooo overwhelmed and stressed its horrible. but thats ok. finding happy pictures to make me smile and get me through.

love & peace
bort