not the best day. not even close.

for some reason today sucked.
probably for many reasons.
#1- first day back on the floor after EIGHT days away. (i was home for 6 but 2 other days i was working in different areas)
#2- i was quite sleepy.
#3- i was just really discouraged all day
#4- i felt dumb multiple times
#5- i miss playing all day at home
#6- my boss told me im going to nights in two weeks. (UGH... biggest UGH of the day)

so yeah. im not too sure how this is going to go. i mean i want to be positive. sara did a phenomenal job of encouraging me and thinking of positive things about working nights... such as-
#1. i may actually be able to see ryan more since i will be free in the afternoons and evenings.
#2. it will be WAY less stressful
#3. i will probably be able to blog and be on facebook all night long since the nights im not workin but have to stay up late.. ill have nothing else to do... so yeah. late night blogging is prob in my future.

anyway it should be an interesting transition.

also i want to write a book. gosh i think i could write a book of this first year as a nurse.
anyway.
im off to watch greys anatomy ( a show i do not like really. too much sex. its ridiculous. ) but i kinda want to watch a hospital/doctor show just to laugh at how unrealistic and crazy it is. really. a hospital is not like this at all. people do not look that good for one. haha... but all the drama involved. woah. its crazy.


ok. im out. off to rest. sleep. read.